おもいきり - Resolution, Resignation

I've been feeling...happy lately.
Not actively happy, but comparatively happy.
I had the thought a few months ago that I almost never get really depressed, since I'm pretty much constantly sort of depressed. Constantly melancholy. Now, for the first time in, I think, about 4 years, I'm permanently content.
I've been like this for a few weeks now. It's strange.

I'm not any different as a person, but I'm just...not upset? I spent a large portion of my time alone thinking about serious stuff, and now I think about things that I need to do, or things that need doing.
When I did those quiz things, I always got the answers like "you fit in to no group, you are a loner" or "you are definitely crazy". Now I just get normal answers. It's really strange.

90% of me wants it to stay like this, since I don't think I'm going crazy anymore, but there's 10% that wants to go back to the way I was - it was more interesting.